Understanding Eris - Comatose Lyrics

Void
I'm void of emotion
I'm a shell
Of who I used to be
And I'm numb
I'm numb to the f*cking pain
It's time I finally felt something
A construct made on my darkest days
No matter what I know this won't go away
Searching for another fix
I scorch the Earth in my wake
I'll throw it all away
Just another bottle
Just one more dose
Over life
I'll choose the state: comatose
Staring back at my own reflection
Please won't you save me from myself
I've made my own personal hell
Personal hell
My thoughts are clouded by this hunger
As my insides begin to bleed
Closer to my eternal slumber
I know that nothing's as it seems
Searching for another fix
I scorch the Earth in my wake
I'll throw it all away
Just another bottle
Just one more dose
Over Life
I'll choose the state: Comatose
I am everything I choose to be
I will be finally set free
Be set free
These chains will never bind me
I am the keeper of my own destiny