Unstabile - I Am (Before I Think) Lyrics

Don't rush me cause I've been deceived
I focus on my craft just to get relief
From some sorrow got me on my knees
Got me hiding in trees
Getting blood on the leaves
I'm not really who I thought I was
But, what I think will make who I became
And yet, already am before I think at all
Stop, trying to figure it out just makes me stall
I'm not really who I thought I was
But what I think will make who I become
And yet, already am before I think at all
Thank god!
Missing those I lost to feeling low
They were enough I wish that I could show 'em
They were enough as they were and more
Don't rush me cause I've been deceived