Until I Die - Nowhere Close Lyrics

Every time I see you
You leave my heart so blue
So I know you're with me
Even though you're nowhere close
It's not my fault you've crossed my way
(It's not my fault it's not my fault)
Now I know I have to stay away
(To separate and isolate)
I've got you wired inside
This frantic mind
The way you flow leaves me to die
I wonder why
I can't deny
Every time I see you
You leave my heart so blue
So i know you're with me
Even though you're nowhere close
When I see you with all your friends
(You can't hide their perfect lies)
It makes me wanna be just like them
(No lonely nights with bloodshot eyes)
I bare my soul now just to appease you
(Falling apart with a rotting heart)
Yeah cuz I got nothing else to lose
Old fading pain becomes the new
My heart still bruised
It seems I should have seen the clues
Maybe you knew
We wouldn't break through
Every time I see you
You leave my heart so blue
So I know you're with me
Even though you're nowhere close
Black hair cold hands
Feelings expand
I can't begin to understand
Why hearts love something we don't plan
There is no choice
Stop
I'm obsessed I can't get over this
I'm a mess
But with you it all makes sense
Trying to break off
Still obsessed I can't get over this
Maybe I'm just wrong
Is it really worth the punishment
Every time I see you
You leave my heart so blue
I don't want ya near me
I'm kinda glad you're nowhere close
I don't want you near me
(I don't want you near me)
I'm kinda glad you're nowhere close
I don't want you near me
(I need you near me)
I'm kinda glad you're nowhere close
I don't want you near me
(I don't want you near me)
I'm kinda glad you're nowhere close
I don't want you near me
(I need you near me)
I'm kinda glad you're nowhere close
(Can we just be through)