upsetting - Impossible Lyrics

IMPOSSIBLE

I'll try not to forget you when I'm old
But that seems nearly impossible

My first girlfriend grew up and stabbed a man in the chest over a 40 Sack she couldn't invest in
And now she's probably in dead or in jail
Getting letters from a man
She's barely met spending all her rec time on the internet
Chatting up with cheap people
Makes your time worth nothing

Felt impossible
Feels Impossible
It's impossible
To forget

My second girlfriend was controlling
And I never put the time into see
What I would be like if I could be more like myself
She was fun and she was beautiful
But I was none and I was miserable
Waking up tired I'd still smile
But always wanted to leave

My third girlfriend left me because
She said she just wasn't in love
With who I'd become who she'd become
And what we've done
Cuz we both put in what we could at the time
But TLC, only goes so far
When the feelings you had are completely gone for someone who once loved

I don't play on the phone as much as I used to
And I'm starting to think I'm liking someone new
She likes my hair
She likes my clothes
She likes my songs and she sings along
No matter what I say about y'all
No matter what I say about y'all