I told my mom I'd raise her to a million
She know I'm not no regular civilian
She say I pray and work towards it, then it will come
I've been in my bag, I can't keep sitting in my feelings, in my feelings
None of this really was part of the plan
I let you down, held your heart in my hands
Holding the world in the palm of my hand
Taking a leap, pray to God that I land
As of right now, I don't like who I am
But I can't go back, draw a line in the sand
Your eldest son left the nest and he's worried that he'll never fly without guidance again
I'm still growing into who I'm bound to be
I just want you to be proud of me
I told my mom I'd raise her to a million
She know I'm not no regular civilian
So, I got in my bag and out my feelings
And if I work towards it, then it will come