Floating Video (MV)

My anxiety's reviving
Are we a tragedy in the making?
With our worlds coinciding
Why does it feel there's something
Wrong here?
Cause we both know it's flawless
When it's working
But somehow when it's not
I don't know if it's worth it
Is there a way forward?
Is there something that
We're working toward?
Cause I need to know
What more must I say?
You seem to think
I'm hiding something
Trying to run away
Sometimes we're like a mine field
A wrong step and back to licking
Wounds that won't heal
Won't be concealed
Oh darling
What more can I do?
You say my love's conditional
What else is there to prove?
This is messing with my sanity
When it's bad a calamity
But when it's perfect
You spin my whole world around
I get the sense that both my feet are
High above the ground
And in the right way
Girl I'm floating
There's something tantric 'bout our motion
And when I think I've fallen deep enough
I slip and fall into a deeper love (hmm)
Am I toxic?
And am I failing to address it?
I'm so attached
But I can't open up
I'm scared that what I have
Is not enough for you
I'm stuck between a rock
And an oasis, unfamiliar places
Discomfort seems to keep on getting in the way
It's fully my own doing
Falling into ruin
Cause I can't find a way to trust
Self hate is causing me to doubt
Whether you actually want me or if
I'm just what you need for now
I know it don't make sense and I'm projecting
So when I f*ck up it's exactly what's expected
But I promise that you'll never be neglected
And that I'm working on myself
So I can give my all to you
Baby you spin my whole world around
I get the sense that both my feet are
High above the ground
And in the right way
No I'm not sure how
You've made me feel this way so quickly
But I love you
And I'll put nothing else above you
Nah nah nah nah