agenda? I ain't got no genda! Video (MV)

There's an inherent problem
Trying to write songs
About my gender identity
I don't really know how to explain
The ways I feel inside
It's wordless, it's just vibes
I always feel
Like I am inadaquetly
Explaining the ways I feel
All of this deep inside
I try and I try
To dig it all out
No matter what I write
You'll never know what it's like
No matter what I sing
You'll only ever be yourself
No matter what I do
You'll never understand
I could write a thousand words
I could sing a thousand more
I could do all that
Yet it'd never be enough
To express
The things in my heart
Even if I had
All the words
To tell you
I'm not sure I could
In a way that
You'd ever understand
No matter what I write
You'll never know what it's like
No matter what I sing
You'll only ever be yourself
No matter what I do
You'll never understand
Do you know
What it's like
The pain of never
Being able to,
Never being able to explain
Do you know what that does
The isolation and the agony
No matter what I do
I'll never be able to
So I guess I'll just stop trying
So I guess I'll just stop trying
No matter what I write
You'll never know what it's like
No matter what I sing
You'll only ever be yourself
No matter what I do
You'll never understand
That is why
I hate gender