Oh to be content in one's body
Never wishing for new parts
Or to remove the old ones
I'm just left sitting here
On the edge of my bed
Wishing I could've just been born cis
Instead I'm Some Sort Of
Genderf*cked mess with no idea
Just who or what i am
Hate the idea of a binary
Because i never will fit neatly into
All the little boxes you make
I'm just a genderf*cked idiot
Got no clue what to do
All these feelings about who i am
All these feelings about what i am
I wish it'd just get easier someday
Used to hate seeing a single hair
Growing from my chin
Constantly shaving my baby face
Now i love the sight of
This mass of black and red
Covering my jawline
Wish i wasn't just a
Genderf*cked mess with no idea
Just who or what i am
Hate the idea of a binary
Because i never will fit neatly into
All the little boxes you make
I'm just a genderf*cked idiot
Got no clue what to do
All these feelings about who i am
All these feelings about what i am
I wish it'd just get easier someday
What am i doing
Who am i anymore
Why don't i feel
Full content in my body
My soul is cold and hollow
My brain is slowly melting away
I wish just for once somebody would say
Something nice about the labels i use
Tired of always having to explain
Just to get all the i don't get it nonsense
I guess I'm just a
Genderf*cked mess with no idea
Just who or what i am
Hate the idea of a binary
Because i never will fit neatly into
All the little boxes you make
I'm just a genderf*cked idiot
Got no clue what to do
All these feelings about who i am
All these feelings about what i am
I wish it'd just get easier someday