This is my own private domicile and I will not be harassed, bitch
Listening to songs that we'd play without you
Remember feeling calm and okay around you
I've been feeling lost and in pain in doubt too
Sitting with these songs that I made about you
I've been listening to
Songs that we'd play without you
Remember feeling calm and okay around you
I've been feeling lost and in pain in doubt too
Sitting with these songs that I made about you
Sitting hitting blunts
Getting f*cked up
I just want some love
But nobody wants me
Hitting up the plug
I'm not having fun
I just take this stuff so
It doesn't haunt me
The way I left
I came and went
I'm hopeless
My brain rejects
My vain attempts
To hold in
The hatred and the
Vaguest sense of hope it
Fades and then I
Pray for death
I'm soulless
I don't think I'll ever get better
I'm too f*cked up
Writing up a letter with my wrists
Cut up
I just want stability and peace
Taking drugs deliver it to me
Just a sliver of it please
Just a little bit of weed
I can feel it hitting me
Sitting in relief
When the f*ck does it get better I feel f*cked up
At the drop of a feather just set me free
Listening to songs that we'd play without you
Remember feeling calm and okay around you
I've been feeling lost and in pain in doubt too
Sitting with these songs that I made about you
I've been listening to
Songs that we'd play without you
Remember feeling calm and okay around you
I've been feeling lost and in pain in doubt too
Sitting with these songs that I made about you
Going back and forth
For a second I feel better
But then back to norms
I'm not feeling any pleasure
Ask for more but
It's a f*cking set up
I'm sad and bored and
I can't f*cking get up
Sometimes I wish that I was born normal
F*ck this shit I just be wishing for more hope
Lucks run thin
Sucked up in
The spiral I'm falling
Falling
Sucked up in the spiral I'm falling
Falling
Sucked up in the spiral I'm falling
Listening to songs that we'd play without you
Remember feeling calm and okay around you
I've been feeling lost and in pain in doubt too
Sitting with these songs that I made about you
I've been listening to
Songs that we'd play without you
Remember feeling calm and okay around you
I've been feeling lost and in pain in doubt too
Sitting with these songs that I made about you
Made about you
Made about you
Listening to songs that I made about you
Made about you