I can't even think about it at all
I'm afraid to see the future
Look man I admit it, it scares me
Took a good long look at myself in the mirror to see
We're not so different from each-other, we're dwelling on the same shit
It's such a heavy burden that its breaking my back
But I won't let it bury me now, not ever
I will make it through if it takes everything I have
I owe it to you, I owe it to myself
This is the strength that will carry me home
Over the towering mountain
My tireless aspiration lifts my aching body over the towering mountain
It is the endless steadfastness in my bones that will carry me home
For just this once I'm gonna stand up for myself and I won't back down like before
Not gonna move in the wrong direction
I'll let them know, I have my eyes set on the horizon and this moment in my heart
Won't let it go
I've been asleep and so afraid
But I know I have the strength, it grows in me
I've lived in terror and doubt in myself
But I know I am the blade, that cuts to daybreak
I am awake
Took a good long look at myself in the mirror to see
We're not so different from each-other, we're dwelling on the same shit
It's such a heavy burden that its breaking my back
But I won't let it bury me now, not ever
I will make it through if it takes everything I have
I owe it to you, I owe it to myself
Over mountains to start again
You carried me home