Part of me feels half alive (feels half alive)
Part of me feels half alive (feels half alive)
Part of me just had to die
I'm just your sacrifice
I'll give you half my life
Half the time
Lady walks up to me she says come on boy let's get it on
It's the same pattern everyday with red lipstick on
I have no hopes I have no goals
My mission gone
Sweetest sides the suicide
Hmph
I'm not the one she wants
She used to laugh a lot now
She puts her hand in pots
Cuts herself
Does stuff to hurt her
While i just stand and watch?
Nah I have to stand up for something
Dammit stop!
I'm not going to stand for this anymore!
Now she's shocked
Now I show up with cuts to show her somethings up
I'm tired of the blood the teary eyes over that other punk
What disgust I feel because I'm not enough
And truly never wanted to be here so imma break and run
Nah I can't do that
That's not the plan
This can't go on get out of hand
That's full of broken promises
But why be so dishonest with me
I spent all of mine I'm empty
Sitting trying to find it in me
Eeveryday to smile again
Forgetting how you're vile and stingy
I'll pretend
Part of me feels half alive (feels half alive)
Part of me feels half alive (feels half alive)
Part of me just had to die
I'm just your sacrifice
I'll give you half my life
Half the time
Lady's not my baby no more
I'm not responsible
Hey wassup your ex is hurt and she's in the hospital
What do I do?
Should I stick it out or walk a few blocks from where I stay
And change who I'm talking to
So I give in
Get a call start listening
Feeling more like friction
When the crazy house is visiting my phone
Yesterday she was at home
That's what she told me
Now I'm helping her alone
While I'm stuck here feeling lonely
I'm not the only one she had been seeing
She'd been multiplying two timing for what reason
Although I have treated her with far beyond what's decent
You know what forget it I'm leaving