If they say God is the way how the hell have I gotten so lost
Trying to find some purpose in the life that was given to me
Where there was once hope has been relinquished to fear
Now there is an empty feeling inside without you here.
And I've searched and tried to find all my life what it means to be
Why have I been been cast upon this world destined to only feel pain.
How I miss the days when everything just felt so right.
Now Every day is nothing more than another fruitless fight.
I just need to lie down and rest my eyes one more time
Thankfully I know I'll be gone before the next sun shines
Do you think when I finally die I can finally smile without hiding
All my life my ribs have been nothing more than an empty black cage
All my life I lived a nightmare I can never wake up