Not the Same Video (MV)

Couldn't tear the f*cking words all apart
Couldn't tear these f*cking wounds from my heart
Couldn't tear the f*cking feelings that I sung
You ain't even you ain't even want to start
Now you coming back saying I'm your bro
Saying I'm your love, saying that you know
How you not f*cking know when I told?
Like how you not f*cking know my lil love?
Like how you not f*cking know my lil love?
Yeah how you not f*cking know my lil love?
Like how you tell me, how you tell me you was done
How you f*cking said it but really f*cking knew
How you f*cking said it but really couldn't show
You really f*cking hurt
You really f*cking glanced and then you made me lost
And then you made me lapse and then you made me lost
And then you made me lapse and then you made me lost
I lost my f*cking mind bout a dozen f*cking times
A dozen f*cking rhymes that I spit from my lungs
And then I couldn't see you, for the rest
Then I couldn't be with you anymore
I really f*cking missed you all along
How could I never come back to my home?
How could I never step back to the throne?
You were my queen, you my one, you was lost
Baby wanna see me when I win now I'm gone
But I keep coming right back to the start
I push the f*cking brakes on this motherf*cking car
I push the f*cking brakes on this motherf*cker yuh
I make these f*cking hits for my motherf*cking love
My motherf*cking son, my motherf*cking daughter
Our motherf*cking children that we gon' f*cking birth
Yeah you and me we been the ones, yeah to do it
Yeah we been the ones babe, we been through it
All those f*cking nights that, that we lose it
All those f*cking nights that we ain't tuning
But I see you clear now, I'm seeing through it
But I see you clear now, seeing through it
Yeah I f*cking see you for who you f*cking is
Who I f*cking was, it's not the same me
It's not the same me
It's not the same Zay
It's not the same Zay
Same bae, I'm not the same bae
My lil crab, my lil crab shoulda said it
Shoulda said it, shoulda said it off her brain
Shoulda said it, shoulda said it way back when
Way back when
Way back when
Way back when
Way back when
Way back when
Way back when
Way back when
Way back when
My lil crab my lil love shoulda said it
Shoulda said it way back in the summer
In the summer when we sat when I sang
You took my love you took it all
You took it, took it all you took it all
But I found my heart and I really made it through
But I found my love yeah my love is really true
Really really true yeah my love is really true
Lil crab with her big beady eyes
She could never f*cking see it, it's a lot
She could never f*cking say it from her heart
Never f*cking said it
Admitted what you think, but you never could display it
Why you f*cking talking all these feelings that you think?
Now why you coming back tryna get all on lil Zay?
I been moving on, I been going my own way
Because I had my own life, because I felt the pain
I couldn't feel lost anymore baby bae
Lil f*cking crab got her pinchers in my skin
And she want to talk but she can't even come near
Said she wanna have our lil f*cking babies
That she wanna nourish and flourish to grow
I had these f*cking moments, I had 'em on my own
I had these f*cking problems, I had to deal alone
But then you wanna say it, wanna say it no no
Say it no no
Say it no no
Say it no no
You really wanna talk but you talk a big game
But now you coming back and you wanna say the same
Yeah you wanna say the same
Wanna say you love me
Wanna say the pain was too deep so you hid it
Wanna say suppression was the ending but it's nearing
Wanna say suppression was the only f*cking feeling
The only thing you clinging
You're making up excuses
But I been really knew this
I been really knew this
I just see right through this
I just see right through this
I make all of this music
Just to deal
Deal with the emotions
That I feel
To deal with the emotions
That I feel