Vexatious - Bleak Lyrics

I'm doing fine on the outside
Feeling like I care on the outside
Feeling despair on the inside
Longing for better days on the inside
Nowhere to, nowhere to go from here
It's unclear bring back my clarity
Bring me back
Bring back my clarity
I have been lost in my own mind
There is no hope
Living a lie
It's all a show
Living life without hope
I'm not doing fine inside or outside
Feeling despair all over me
Why can't I be free from my mind
No more better days
Oh the agony
Take my life
Take my soul
Take it all away from me
I don't want it I don't need it
I don't want to live no more
Living a lie
It's all a show
Living life without hope
I'm not doing fine
Inside or outside
Feeling despair