VEXED - I Don't Feel Alive Lyrics

My time motherf*cker yeah you know it's my time
Blade upon my wrist I might not make it through the damn night
Blood is dripping down my arms and dripping down my damn knife
All I saw was doctors when I opened up my damn eyes
My time motherf*cker yeah you know it's my time
Blade upon my wrist I might not make it through the damn night
Blood is dripping down my arms and dripping down my damn knife
All I saw was doctors when I opened up my damn eyes
Feeling suicidal I might have to get away
From negativity I'm running from this pain
Should I take the easy route or should I take the hard one
If I take the easy route just know that the devil has won
Suicidal note under my bed just incase I die
My heart is beating but it feels like I'm not even alive
I wonder if I die will I go up and see paradise
I put the blade right to my arms it got me closing my eyes
High dose off the pills got me trippin
F*cked up and I'm sick
I cannot stop my head from spinning
Big blade to my arm blood is dripping
When I told you I saw god I'm not even f*cking kidding
My time motherf*cker yeah you know it's my time
Blade upon my wrist I might not make it through the damn night
Blood is dripping down my arms and dripping down the damn knife
All I saw was doctors when I opened up my damn eyes
My time motherf*cker yeah you know it's my time
Blade upon my wrist I might not make it through the damn night
Blood is dripping down my arms and dripping down the damn knife
All I saw was doctors when I opened up my damn eyes