4am Video (MV)

Sometimes I feel like saying goodbye
But my time has not yet come
No my time has not yet come
Lord Jesus can you give me new eyes
To see everything you've done
Show me everything you've done
Yeah, look
Finding peace in the walls I build
My build ain't yours, your build ain't mine
Your scars ain't healed, it takes some time
They told me it's mad, cause all of my scars are making myself
I'm letting them in
Far from home is a work so real
Not perfect, real talk bro
Never chase perfect
A little more care and a little more soul
If I don't feel can't give that time
If you don't feel just pack up and go
Said it to Sam and he made this
Late night talks we're flirting with greatness
Stick to the drill, it's nights on the court
But maybe that's life when you aim for the lakers
4am and I'm writing this
Quick thanks for the things I've got
And this greed got me stuck on more
So most days I tend to think I'm not like
I've never been worthy
Maxx said it's a part of the journey
Low key I don't think I belong here
Maybe I'm broke but who's gonna work with a broken piece
Looking for worth like
Maybe there's worth in the money and maybe there's money in some of these likes
But all of these likes have never been worth the piece
Fam, it's never been worth it
I keep trying I'm thinking I'm meant to be perfect yo
Lord Jesus can you give me new eyes
To see everything you've done
Show me everything you've done
Sometimes I feel like saying goodbye
But my time has not yet come
No my time has not yet come
Yeah, I have these friends I don't see a lot,
Macaulay Caulkin home alone
I got these thoughts I just gotta say
If I let one slip then the rest might flow like a waterfall
Got this text from a fan, he told me his whole life feels like a waterfall
I wish I could stop you drowning bro
But please don't make me a pedestal
Cause I'll probably believe and try and you know I don't fit on a pedestal
My ego is looking for p's and fame and I got it, I just want more
Damn, I'm just like a crack fiend
But my high is the public opinion, one like and it threatens a relapse
Stolen focus
These devils dressing in Prada, dripping in lust
Quit Twitter cause yo these feeds get too unhinged
The peak of a slippery slope
These days I don't know how you man cope, but I'm hearing a calling to pray
Still not perfect, well on the way
Like who do you listen to
Who's the person you're learning from
Things that last ain't coming quick
What's the frame you're living for
How do you act with privacy, blinded chasing clarity
Letting these thoughts just waterfall
These thoughts just waterfall
Know that I'm hoping
Time flies, in circles I go round and round
Blue skies, blue heavens and a holy cloud
Hold my heart, you're the biggest treasure I've found
But Jesus sometimes
There will come a day, when I'll be with you
Until then Lord help me
I'll take to running, to the solitude
But right there you're with me
There will come, when I'll be
Until then Lord help me
I'll take some running, to the solitude
But right there you're with me