Roll another up, lately one just ain't enough
Going through stuff, it's hard just to get up
With my demons still it's just a lonely life
And I beat the game didn't get a trophy wife
And I learnt life's a hard pill to swallow
So I use to take pills to feel hollow
When you left you took a piece I couldn't let go
Told me not to catch feelings from the get go
Kill my love in the cold like I'm Jon Snow
All the years took a toll it's been a long road
Trying to think with my brain more and heart less
When you love more that's when they heartless
And I'm so smart till I run my dumb mouth
What to do when your luck finally runs out
World turns, getting hard not to hurl
This is karma for each time I took their girl
It's haunting me
Why's life been so hard on me
Dream girl starring in my nightmares
Every night I fall asleep
I gave you a part of me
And now it's hard to breathe
You're harming me
These drugs are harming me
Keeps you from haunting me
Gone
I been getting messed up, smoke f*ck my chest up
Happy I been less of, it's me, so what else you expect?
Happy's overrated, I'm not even okay
My mind talks shit, like "Hey let's get worse today"
And I listen to myself cause I'm my only friend
And friends help each other right, nope, wrong again
Sick lies all I can remember as a kid
Shit list high, now it hit the fan, watch the shit fly
Cyclone, I can't get a grip, no lights on
Dark home, not the the place I live, in my dome
Blacked out, no light in my soul, it's hot now
"Ken I swear I care about you", bitch just stop now
Put my heart into a cage, your love's locked out
I been doing the same shit, time to twist the plot now
Ken? I'm not now
Demons all around me now I'll never get lonely
It's haunting me
Why's life been so hard on me
Dream girl starring in my nightmares
Every night I fall asleep
I gave you a part of me
And now it's hard to breathe
You're harming me
These drugs are harming me
Keeps you from haunting me
Gone