VioletOverrun - Time Unmanageable (Your Song) Lyrics

Have I, a blessing in disguise?
This morning as I rise
Without any recollection
Of the last twelve months
A clean slate for once
Precarious spikes in strife
I recall all the pests in my life

Suppose it's time to start over

Everyone is still deranged
I for one, am exactly the same
No matter what you say
My world seems so unchanged
You've got these things to explain
It's not my place to arrange
A safer space to estrange
While unaware of restrains
Lifeless, ascertained

I'll tell you what you're lucky I'm still me
Cause after all this time
It ain't f*cking easy
All I wanted to be was the one you believed
I'll never know how to breathe again

Am I the only one who sighs
Instead of cowers and hides
This night has been such a waste of time
It's a wonder I never cried about it
I'm on the floor and on the phone again
This was your last chance I boldly said

Let's get to the bottom of it
I don't want you seeing this
I'm always at the bottom of it

Into the depths this game of grief
Nobody there to comfort me
I led you all too easily
To mindlessly and fully believe

I'll tell you what you're lucky I'm still me
Cause after all this time
It ain't f*cking easy
All I wanted to be was the one you believed
I'll never know how to breathe

I'll tell you what now I'm lucky I'm still me
And after all this time I've found that it's easy
All I wanted to see, was what you kept from me
And now I can breathe again

I love you more than everything Grace.