Virgil Hawkingz - Understand Lyrics

They couldn't understand what a nigga doing for the bands
Tryna get it now I'm losing all my friends
I guess that shit'll Change you
Really thought them people was my fam
Blood is thicker but it ain't thicker than sand
That's just what life came to
I don't even miss them not a little
I just feel like everyone trying to get you when you focus on you
When you focus on you

I just wanted the bands now Im carrying metal just like the bands
Drink a lot of alcohol to forget the blood on my hands
I was kneeling in the sand they wouldn't give a helping hand
So when a nigga on the rise I leave you niggas where you stand
And that's far away from me
It took a longer time to see
These f*ck niggas act like bitches that just wasn't right to me
So I'm dolo by myself again
They say they working hard but I'm working hard than Mexicans
I'll never play myself again
Get flyer than the G5 pilot
Don't really need sleep I am
Usually quiet till you hear shots firing
Love the game I couldn't think of retiring
Though the shit is just tiring
Getting further and that shit is inspiring
To the niggas in my City I'm balling you with you balling with me
Cause a nigga from the Bronx they'll kill you for nothing really
So I'm ten toes but I'm never looking over shoulders
I just wanna be myself cause actors always exposed
Keep my ears close to the streets and others put it to they nose
Everybody got agendas hard to tell who's friend or foe
If they are you never know
Behind the smile it doesn't show
Till a hole is in your back the blood is dripping and you cold
And you laying on the ground the color changing in the snow
And your life is like a movie it's replaying like a show
And you praying you don't die but you already been gone
And the same nigga that killed you was on stage at all your shows

They couldn't understand what a nigga doing for the bands
Tryna get it now I'm losing all my friends
I guess that shit'll Change you
I really thought them people was my fam
Blood is thicker but it ain't thicker than sand
That's just what life came to
I don't even miss them not a little
I just feel like everyone trying to get you when you focus on you
When you focus on you