Here i go again i spiral
I'm my worstest friend
Wish i could fake a lonely death
And try to find some peace instead
But woke up all alone
Think i had another dream where i let you go
I was holding on to things i said i won't
Think i had another dream where i let you go
I was the problem
I'm the f*cking bad guy
Look how you walk in
Switch up the roles in my life
I was depressed
But wish you the best
For next time
Watch me do it again
I say this time is the last
And throw my things in the car
Then reverse when you ask
Watch me do it again
I let you beat up my heart
Now its beating too fast
I shoulda treated the scars
Watch me do it again
I just got a free up from the three throw
All my g's surrounding me like I'm some kinda freak show
Kinda shit you had to be there to believe tho
In hindsight it coulda been a dream tho
I'm just gonna bask in my ego
Cos you know me better
There's faults in my threats
I wrote you a letter
I'm done wasting breath
I know that you're just gonna leave in the morning
Cold feet what you mean?
Watch me do it again
I say this time is the last
And throw my things in the car
Then reverse when you ask
Watch me do it again
I let you beat up my heart
Now its beating too fast
I shoulda treated the scars
Watch me do it again
I was the problem
I'm the f*cking bad guy
Look how you walk in
Switch up the roles in my life
I was depressed
But wish you the best
For next time