I cannot do this anymore
These lies run through my veins
And every day I still tryt o die just like John Maynard Keynes
Last night my cat passed away
And I can't fill the void that's in my heart
I wish that I could just fade
But everyone's important for the most part
It's like my heart shoots butterflies
I know we'll see each other in the sky
I feel so sick I don't know why
I'm sorry for every lie
Can you see the suffering in my eyes
I can't take another day of my life
(Can you hurt me? Will you hate me? I'm too far gone)
I cannot do this to myself. It sucks that I am still breathing
Everything is sad and i'm alone
I feel like nothing has meaning
I don't know what to do
Remember when I loved you?
Can you see the suffering in my eyes
I can't take another day of my life
(Can you hurt me? Will you hate me? I'm too far gone)
And every time I try to sleep
I think of clouds to distract myself from your distance
I am this way, I cannot change
My tears aren't too different anymore from the rain
I'm clinical, unfixable
A man who's at the pinnacle
Of distress, I must confess
You are always stuck inside my head
I fought against myself
To Beat the demons within
Now I'm free
Now I'm free
Can you see the suffering in my eyes
I can't take another day of my life
Now I'm so happy I stole my neighbor's Cat