what comes after? Video (MV)

And I've been thinking
Where the time goes
When my mind goes soft
There's nothing here for me
I'm comfortable drifting
In this blissful daze
While I'm watching my days
Slip away from me, pray for me
And I've been on this wave
I'm never the same
At least I'm sane
But I'm still saying
I kept my humanity
Locked deep inside
Today's an eternity
Take it in stride
Look into a mirror
See the death in my eyes
See the darkness deep inside
I know I'm home
So ask yourself the question
What comes after the story ends?
Everyone wakes up again
To a new day in their lives
That they've gotta live
'Cause we never get closure
There's nothing to give
I need a pen
Need a dose to talk
'Cause I'm looking for something I can depend on
And I'm a mess, in the deep end, on the floor of my life
Feel like there's nowhere left to hide
Look into a mirror
See the death in my eyes
See the darkness deep inside
I know I'm home