Waking Ashland - Shades Of Grey Lyrics

I, and I am to blame
I sit here in shame
I threw you away again
And I, I send you my best
I tried to lay this to rest
When you were my everything

Shades of grey
Please fade away
Oh what have I said in vein?

Hey, and I'll look away
Pretend I'm okay
I'm back on the road again
And please and could it be true?
That I still love you
My love's unworthy

Are you listening to my words?
I saw your smile pass me by and it landed far from me
(And what does that mean?)

I, and I ran away
For I was afraid
Afraid you'd be everything