DOCTOR Video (MV)

Doctor
Doctor
Doc doc
Doctor

Quit f*cking up your young brain
Young blood
Shitfaced in the back lane
Quit f*cking up your young brain
Want some
Take hits in the back lane
Been too long
The sun come up
Been out since dusk
Felt the come down
The day just begun
I need a jumpstart
To run my heart
To restart and start the dawn again
Split-minder since the first grade
Culled away
Didn't care
Got taken away
Homeroom
Ended being principal's domain

Doctor
Doctor
Doc doc
Doctor

You're messed up in your head
You went and sent yourself off the deep end
F*cked living til your braindead
Copped trying to kick the can around
You're stuck starting your life over again
Alright listen
You're messed up in your head
You went and sent yourself off the deep end
F*cked living til your braindead
Copped trying to kick the can around
You're stuck starting your life over again
Alright listen

I've decided
Convinced myself
Confided
In my mind
A vibrant confidence
Delighted
Fighting every time
My mind it
Silences my voice
My heartbeat's
Violent without choice
I wake up with a tiptoe
Off the edge
From a great height
Take care not to cutthroat
Talking alone to pass time

I won't lie
Most days
I barely
Feel alive
I've been looking
Past the curtain
For worth
Been looking
Through the veil
Searching past the surface
For worth
Been working

Your blood is flooded
Mind it divided
Your spine
Infected
Doctor hold my hand
Look into my eyes
Alright look

Moms
You ain't ever been around to hear me out
Could barely sit to listen when I struggled with this doubt
Nearly slipping from this life
As I stayed awake for each night
Trying not to take my only life
Moms
You ain't ever been there to give me a second of your time
Could barely sit to witness me
As I slipped daily from this life
I was barely hanging on the edge off the deep end going crazy

Spent my youth f*cked up
F*cked up
Spent my youth spent my youth
Spent my youth f*cked up
Nicotine to keep clean
No the sober streak
Has been keeping me weak

All week all week
Doctor, Doctor
Doc Doc
Doctor

You're messed up in your head
You went and sent yourself off the deep end
F*cked living 'til your braindead
Copped trying to kick the can around
You're stuck starting your life over again
Alright look
You're messed up in your head
You went and sent yourself off the deep end
F*cked living 'til your braindead
Copped trying to kick the can around
You're stuck starting your life over again
Alright look

I won't lie most days
I barely feel alive
I won't lie most days
I barely feel
Feel alive