Held, back, by my own mind
Horrid, visions, that I still hide
Locked up in this cage we call life
Hurting forever inside
F*cked up every night of the week
In my filth in my own dirt I sleep, eugh
Forced, down, in my own shit
My, thoughts, they just won't quit
Shut down, in my life I decide
Dishonesty is my f*cking pride
Killing fields, I may think it's all real
How could I ever know how to feel eugh
Held, back by my own mind that I still hide
Shut, down in my own lies that I recide
Sucked, dry of my whole life can't win this fight
Locked, up in my own cage can't hold this rage
Sectioned and chained to the walls of my mind
Constantly fighting what's left from inside
Ignore all advice from all that I see
I'm f*cked in the head you can't take that from me
Sick in the brain and forever hateful
Every day shit every one of them dull
When the day comes and I tie my own noose
No point in talking it's no f*cking use
Euuuuuu euuuu euuuuu in my filth
Euuu euuuuu euuuu in my filth