The Warm Hug - POTS and Plans Lyrics

I stayed in the bath too long
My fingers are prunes and my head feels all wrong
For three lovely days I forgot I was broken and broke
Forgot my whole life is a joke

It's easy to live in a bubble with you
But who'll clear the rubble when our love is through
Are we a fountain that never runs dry
Full of wishes from children who grow up to die

And I can grow a bush
And I can set it all ablaze
And I can sit here dreaming
'bout the baby I might raise
Instead I'll pull the plug and
Throw the baby out as well
Then have a drink and say a prayer
I'm going straight to hell

I worry that my friends and I
Will fade to nothingness
I don't know why that scares me so
Or why I'm such a mess
You'd think the fear of god would've done
A little bit of good
But I find I spend my days lost in
The woulds and coulds and shoulds

I would change the way I am if I could
I should be better and I shouldn't say should
And wishes are worth their weight in the words they waste
And I should know better than to
Wish I was good