Wasted Away - Disappointment Lyrics

I am my own worst enemy
Tie a noose and kill the man that I've become
I've tried to cut myself to feel alive
Why am I so numb
Why am I so numb

I hate these toxic thoughts
I didn't do enough
I lied I did a lot
These thoughts I have to overcome
They're rotting in my brain

Pull me out of burning waters
I'll write a record of my sins
Recollection of a self-reflection
Who I was before this all began
The disappointment
It's killing me
The disappointment
It lives in me

Prosthetic smile
Just so I can hide
All the pain and grief
That I have inside
Love is cruel
Love's a waste
Love is dead
Forgive me father
As I put a bullet through my head
Lie to me
Tell me I'm something
Tell me more
Tell me I'm nothing
Lie to me
Tell me I'm something
Tell me more
Tell me I'm nothing

Pull me out of burning waters
And I'll write a record of my sins
Recollection of a self reflection
Who I was before this all began
The disappointment
It's killing me
The disappointment
It lives in me

Disappointment

Pull me out of burning waters
And I'll write a record of my sins
Recollection of a self reflection
Who I was before this all began
The disappointment
It's killing me
The disappointment
It lives in me