wastedxstasy - letter from the thirteenth floor Lyrics

And it was up cold in the winter like
Middle of December
With the homies in the picture like
Little homie knew his name I don't remember
But the devil took his soul for tryna link with the members on the
Thirteenth floor now he's chilling in the underground
Without a sound and as a kid he had no one around
Went out of town nobody cared enough to call him out
Call him out lil homie struggled shit without a doubt
With the homies he noticed he kept the dice rolling
Not a gun but it's nothing he kept a knife on him
Don't second guess it lil homie can really fight though
Homie been a demon you can see it in his eyes bitch
It's getting dark
Smoking late up at the park
And from the start
Shit you could tell he didn't have a heart
And it was hard because these bitches tore it all apart
And all along they didn't care about what homie thought
Fast forward getting harder than it's ever been
Without a friend cause ain't nobody wanna let him in
He prayed to god to take his soul he doesn't wanna live
And when he did he also prayed to never live again
He used to pray for better days but they would never come
Until he gave up then he prayed to be the devils son
And he was stuck inside his head and he could never run
I know these demons told him lies and then he fell in love
With the mind of a killer
Turned into the sinner
Now he's calling up the dealer
Just to kill him
And to sit and talk about it I dont think it would've healed him
Cause I heard him talking bout it
Said he don't got any feelings
Anymore bitch
And there's a glock up in closet
That his father got a while back in the day but he forgot it
So he got it and he shot it at his mom in the apartment
And his father tried to stop him
But he didn't and he shot him
Matter a fact he just said f*ck it it's nothing and ran away
Told nobody nothing just lied up into their face
Nobody's cares until you're gone and that's something that he would say
Nobody cares until you're nothing
You're nothing when you decay
In a hotel
And he's finally alone
Thirteenth floor and it's raining up a storm
Told himself he wishes he was never even born
Nows he's really giving up because he's turning off his phone and then he threw it
Had to die but then he knew it
Thinking bout the fall and all the times that he went through it
Cant be losing anymore this life is hating and confusing
Couldn't do it anymore he doesn't know what he can do
And like the devil on his shoulder look at everything you did
Pulling out his knife and started cutting on his wrist
Looked into the mirror said he doesn't wanna live
But then he pulled up on the trigger put a bullet in his head like f*ck