Wasting Yesterday - Split Lyrics

As I spiral into a future I don't belong in
The reckoning of an aged change fights desperately to seal my fate
I pray to god, do I even believe in a god
What then was I praying to
It looked like me, but it certainly didn't feel like me
Was I simply whispering to spirits that weren't there
Oh god, it's not who I am
Keep holding on
So I'm not lost forever
I'm slowly splitting at the seams
And though we fall
We do it all together
I'll have to find out what it means
To sow tight this legacy
The cracks within my skull begin to leak out onto the pages as I frantically search for a way out of this hell
It will not cease
I was under the impression if I were to simply let it out of me I may finally experience some small form of release
I was a fool to think that enveloping myself in this cycle would produce a different result
I reel
Blinded by my frustration I brandish my pen and let it all spill out onto those closest to me
Only a puddle of ink remains
I'm holding on
And it's not getting better
I have to do what's best for me
Could it be wrong to sow the halves together
By giving myself what I need
I won't split this legacy
When did these monsters get so real(nevermore)
From Death? From Love? From Coraline(nevermore)
If life has given up on me(nevermore)
Then sleep in death would be just fine(nevermore)
The sin remains
From long before
My beating heart
Is underneath the floor
Darkness creeps
This cage won't let me breathe
No, I won't be be
A f*cking casualty
Can anybody save me
The dream is gone
There's still a storm to weather
Along the ride with company
It won't be long before it all gets better
I'll break the ground in front of me
Someday when I am truly free
I'll be the summit, wait and see
It's my legacy
Can't you see, this is me, slowly splitting at the seams
Nothing's wrong, sing along, in the morning I'll be gone