I'm Down Video (MV)

I'm going
Out of my head
Out of my mind
I feel dark
Heavy
More than my weight
More like my state
Of mind
Sinking
My memories
Cannot appease
All my fear
Saying
This is your self
This is all you can be

And I'm down
One more time around the track
And I say
That I'm never going back

I'm falling
Faster than light
Straight out of sight
Of my friends
Saying
Everything
Will be all right
Cuz it just feels like that wishful thinking
Yeah, I've seen that trap before
I just really don't want to hear it
Close my eyes
Shut the door

And I'm down
Breaking
Shaking
And it feels like this is all I'll ever be
Can you spare a little hope for me

I can't live this way forever
Can't somebody shine a little light on me
Cuz I'm down
And I don't know if I'm gonna make it back
Will I ever make it back