Lights Gone Video (MV)

Uh It was a downpour
Message on my phone I gotta ignore
It ain't from my love it was advertisement promo
I'm walking on street, pretended this is apocalypse yea
Uh saw my mama posted a picture with her boyfriend
I'm happy for her but I felt weird and complicated
She never opened up this shit with me that's what happened
She blamed me sounded like my dad it was 2014 April
Look don't get me wrong I'm still f*cking love them
I'm not gonna make it without my father and my mother
Sometimes I wonder why can't they just get back together
For me and brother or whatever f*cking reason
Now I understood how y'all feels as parent
Now I understood how hard to make decision
Know exactly how to feels to being alone
I don't want my parents experience this shit, I don't
Still sad when I'm looking back
Heart stopped for a minute
All these trauma bullshit in the past
Comes back at 3a.m.
Still sad when I'm looking back
Heart stopped for a minute
All these trauma bullshit in the past
Comes back at 3a.m.
Uh I took seven difference pills in my bathroom
So I can sleep with my eyes close yea
But I feel dead in the next day
Worst part is I quite like that
Every time I light up a cigarette
I saw my dead uncle face in the air
Thought the worst was I jailed in SG
But is alone in CBD
Still sad when I'm looking back
Heart stopped for a minute
All these trauma bullshit in the past
Comes back at 3 a.m .
Still sad when I'm looking back
Heart stopped for a minute
All these trauma bullshit in the past
Comes back at 3a.m.
Uh yea yea
Comes back at 3a.m. yea
Uh so much pain
So much pain tell me how can I forget uh
Yea yea yea
Pain willl never go
Pain willl never go
Pain willl never go uh yea
So much pain tell me how the f*ck I can forget uh