Define what I feel
For I am numb
I'm in love with all my sins
Peeling skin as I'm set ablaze
Father I'm not sorry for what I've done
I am not worthy
I will not repent
I deserve this punishment
I am not worthy
I am at home
Daylight burns through my eyes
And reality shakes me to my core
I scrub the truth from my body
And dress myself in all my lies
And though i will smile
My teeth will show all my faults
My eyes never embracing the sun
My skin will crack in the crisp air
In the end, there is suffering
In the end, there is darkness
In the end, there is nothing
In the end, there is nothing but my misery