WHAT HAVE MAY - Pneumb Lyrics

This city is afraid of me
They've seen my true face
What more do you want from me?
They put the world on a pedestal
And I stood in the brink annihilation
Save us

How it all came to be undone
In the blink of
An eye of a god
What's good

Why not by the penny of a thought
On the doubt of the word
And all stood
Say ye, what's good

Why not by the power of a few
In a room full of owls
Oh, I wish you would

Y'all here f*cking up my conscience
Y'all here f*cking up my peace
No blame but my own mistake
I put my trust in the vain
And they fell to the world erased
No blame but my own betrayed
And they stood on the side of the left
While their right to a f*ck to the face

I'm so numb now
I can't hold on
I can't be strong
I can't hold back the way that I am
No, I'm so numb now
I won't crumble
I won't let you inside of my head

Stop all the hating waiting for something to come along
Hoping to find a way out of this bull shit
And gravitate to a new dawn
The world is of a home of crying

Out of your conscious out control
Press the limit yet overzealous
Grave to the matter of negative
Life is a pain of existence
Like the wrist you slit at night to find the light
Three cheers for suffering
Make it alright with a bottle at night
You're in control of your destiny
Perceive what you wanna believe of your reality
Face to the ground numb as hell
So f*ck the pain
And f*ck the word
I bid you well

Y'all here f*cking up my conscience
Y'all here f*cking up my peace
I'm right here at the tipping point
And I'm about to pull the wool over these sheep
Y'all here f*cking up my conscience
Y'all here f*cking up my peace
I'm right here at the tipping point
And I'm about to pull the wool over these sheep

Slightly catatonic and demonic
Fallen, crawling out form stable
Failure the nurturing nature
Suffer rejoiced in dark tonight

World torned in a great divide
Sleight of handing the keys
By any means
They deceive the eyes
No choice but to choose a side
If you're not with you're against us
You will surely die

No hauling it appalling
The toppled human existence
Gone no fight
I give you the pleasure of a f*cked up future in flight

Here standing at the paradigm again
On the edge of world's end
Be the change that we all need
Just breathe in the light
Exhale the fears of the mind
For it's you that create this reality

Your babbling constant
Dishonest
Stupidity faceless forever caving
Impatient when you say
Life sucks and I had a bad day

I'm so numb now
Y'all here f*cking up my conscience
I can't hold on
Y'all here f*cking up my peace
I can't be strong
I'm right here at the tipping point
I can't hold back the way that I am
And I'm about to pull the wool over these sheep
No, I'm so numb now
Y'all here f*cking up my conscience
I won't crumble
Y'all here f*cking up my peace
I won't let you inside of my head
I'm right here at the tipping point
And I'm about to pull the wool over these sheep

I'm so numb now
Y'all here f*cking up my conscience
I can't hold on
Y'all here f*cking up my peace
I can't be strong
I'm right here at the tipping point
I can't hold back the way that I am
And I'm about to pull the wool over these sheep
No, I'm so numb now
Y'all here f*cking up my conscience
I won't crumble
Y'all here f*cking up my peace
I won't let you inside of my head
I'm right here at the tipping point
And I'm about to pull the wool over these sheep