where is my spaceship - the sinking feeling Lyrics

You said you didnt have to worry about how you treat your body
Because the science of longevity is steadily advancing
So youre standing on the railing and youre pissing in the river
And youre taking everything that anyone around will give you
And youre falling so in love with everybody all at once
But it isnt working
You try to go to sleep but youre thinking

Of that time you went to the liquor store
For some candy or whatever
With your friends way back in high school
And you cant remember anyone
You cant make out their faces
Just the stop light in the rear view mirror from the parking space

And all these feelings that you recognize but can no longer name
And all these things you dont regret but wish that maybe you could change

Everybody seems so happy just by being what they are
But you cant shake the sinking feeling that youre doing something wrong
Youve been closing your eyes so hard that tears are welling up
It isnt working
It isnt working