White Crow - ARRIVAL Lyrics

I've been feeling lonely all the time
Always in my head
And some days I'm afraid the thoughts will
Somehow win
And you'll find that I've just disappeared

I want to die tonight
I want to live tonight
Just to drown my brain tonight
Just to drown my brain
Don't give me reasons to stay
There aren't any anyways
So I'm gonna drink again
Just to numb the
Just to numb the pain

If you call me I won't answer
Locked myself into a mantra
Of suicidal ideation
Now this is just my situation

I want to die tonight
I want to live tonight
Just to drown my brain tonight
Just to drown my brain
Don't give me reasons to stay
There aren't any anyways
So I'm gonna drink again
Just to numb the
Just to numb the pain
Pain
Just to numb the
Pain
Pain
I wanna die tonight
I wanna live tonight