ONLY GETTING EASIER
It was hard in the beginning
You thought the world would end
You did a little breaking
Where now you simply bend
To the author of self-destruction
You outdid yourself again
Your morals won't turn the light on
I remember when
You meant every tear you cried
But time kills the sting
So doing the wrong thing is
Only getting easier
To make the worst decision of your life
You wish that you could wash it all away
Like water washes blood down the drain
But forgiveness has a price
It's the opposite of reason
The repeat offender knows
But as the conscience weakens
The appetite grows
You're not looking for trouble
Just a good time
That you'll find
At the scene of the crime
I stand here accused
Didn't choose this
Self-abuse ain't victimless
I know that you know that I
I try and I try but I
Found a way to complicate life
You simply make a mistake
Then you make it twice
You'll lose everything that matters
You want it all but you'll get sadness