Whop Da Squire - Scars Lyrics

I done went through my coldest fears, where do I go from here?
When I smoke, my relationships' ghosts appear
Some of the shit I went through left me cold with fear
Bitches tossed me to the side, made it oh so clear
Brought the worst out a nigga
Knowing everything they was worth to a nigga
Like to run away and not work with a nigga
Treat you like you the most worthless of niggas, it hurts to a nigga
Give them spirit, heart and your brain
Just to sit and watch it all get tossed to the flame
All you get is loneliness, walking lost with da pain
That is something I can no longer charge to da game
I'll no longer get played like a lame
Toss a chick to da side if she playing them games
Can't trust a chick even if she stay in her lane
Know over time, things always change

She wants love that's something I can't show her
Situations done made my heart colder
Paranoid looking over my shoulder
Push them away until they say it's over
She want a nigga heart I just give her hard dick, couple women broke my heart, left a nigga heartless
Led me in the dark, left a nigga heartless, they join then they part, left a nigga heartless
F*ckin with my brain, left a nigga heartless, brought so much pain, left a nigga heartless
Left alone in the rain, left a nigga heartless, where my heart was, you see where my scars is

Say she love me, I believe she do
She put the action in, actually I see she do
She give her all to me, make it look easy too
But I know one day soon, she gonna leave me too
Say she believe in a nigga dreams
That she see greatness when she looks at me
I can't lie, through these times she been good to me
But a good man is just what I couldn't be
I got my mind focused on trying to pursue a dream
I ain't looking for a wife to add to my team
She say "I love the feeling we have when it's you and me"
But at this moment, can't love her right truthfully
But she persistent, she takes all da pain I dish
Stayed solid with a nigga, ain't change up shit
Ain't ready to be the one, had to say that shit
She got a fragile heart, I'm trying not to break that shit

She wants love that's something I can't show her
Situations done made my heart colder
Paranoid looking over my shoulder
Push them away until they say it's over
She want a nigga heart I just give her hard dick, couple women broke my heart, left a nigga heartless
Led me in the dark, left a nigga heartless, they join then they part, left a nigga heartless
F*ckin with my brain, left a nigga heartless, brought so much pain, left a nigga heartless
Left alone in the rain, left a nigga heartless, where my heart was you see where my scars is