My Life Video (MV)

I don't know what I want to do with my life
But I know what I want to do with this knife
I'm sick of living hope I'm dying tonight
Cause no one know the pain I've got inside
I don't know what I want to do with my life
But I know what I want to do with this knife
I'm sick of living hope I'm dying tonight
Cause no one know the pain I've got inside

I hate myself more than I ever have now
I lost my girl and I'll never get her back now
She slipped away from me right into the background
It's all my fault but I'm still feeling bad now
On the ride to the game with you thats when I
Decided that I was done with you f*ck it I tried it
It's probably better for both of us though
Did you ever really care well I don't really know

I don't know what I want to do with my life
But I know what I want to do with this knife
I'm sick of living hope I'm dying tonight
Cause no one know the pain I've got inside
I don't know what I want to do with my life
But I know what I want to do with this knife
I'm sick of living hope I'm dying tonight
Cause no one know the pain I've got inside

I don't even really know what you wanted from me
This is all I can be so what you want me to be
Smoking on nicotine cause thats all I can be
Just a f*cking loser and I always gotta be mean
You deserve someone better than I
We both know you'll find a better guy
You're probably already looking right
I mean it's only a matter of time

I don't know what I want to do with my life
But I know what I want to do with this knife
I'm sick of living hope I'm dying tonight
Cause no one know the pain I've got inside
I don't know what I want to do with my life
But I know what I want to do with this knife
I'm sick of living hope I'm dying tonight
Cause no one know the pain I've got inside

I wish you the best I'm sorry
You give me nothing but stress I'm sorry
I'm gonna miss you and I'll be f*cking sad
But you can't try to play me like an Atari
Why couldn't you just ever tell me you dont like me
I'd understand I've never met someone who likes me
Cause I dont like me how could you like me
I'm so f*cked up I'm glad you're not like me

I don't know what I want to do with my life
But I know what I want to do with this knife
I'm sick of living hope I'm dying tonight
Cause no one know the pain I've got inside
I don't know what I want to do with my life
But I know what I want to do with this knife
I'm sick of living hope I'm dying tonight
Cause no one know the pain I've got inside