Whxami - As We Grieve Lyrics

As we grieve
It ain't just you and me it's everybody else who f*ckin felt the way
I felt depression make a living hell
As we grieve
People dying left and right it's terrifying
It's just like were not expected to question the life we're giving yeah
Whats normal feel like
I bet it feels nice
Still I'm up all night like a field light
Tryna fix my mind while you still cry
Never take your time you just steal mine
I been thinkin bout the times where I wanna die
But it gimme more anxiety which I don't want
Easily it's justified on the other side
When your body rot I gotta ponder where will I reside
And nobody know, oh

I avoid the highs at my lowest times, ay
I avoid the highs at my lowest times
But worry bout yourself I'm gone be fine, ay

Said I been trying not to fall apart its so much harder going forward
I just hope it's worth the drama curtains shut my worries f*ck me up I'm not the first to stumble
I just write these words as comfort
Truth is we all learnin how to work through our imperfect struggles, ay