Whxami - Memory Lane Lyrics

Not too long ago
Man I was just a kid writing raps on my phone
Do what I want I never do what I'm told
I think around grade 6th i started rapping at school
Wrote when I'm home would rap to songs that i knew
I remember one night all the pages i wrote i kept up under my bed were missing I don't know who
Or what happened so i asked my momma maybe she knew
She told me ask your dad i made my way to his room
Like yo pops where the f*ck is all the shit that i wrote
That pissed him off he ripped up all of my notes
Cuz all the shit I talked up in my writtens was dark
And he don't get the spark and wont support it at all
I never stopped but our problems always come back up
By the time I'm in highschool we was fighting a bunch
I said that you ain't my father like I don't have one
Soon you didn't bother we ain't spoken for months

Lets take a trip down memory lane
Get lost in old times remembering things
I know we probably regret some of the shit that we say
Some of things we did but they ain't never gone change

Not too long ago man I was in the crib suicidal as f*ck
Couldn't balance my mind the doctor want me want me on drugs
But all I wanted was to live the f*ckin life that I want
Without anxiety tryna follow all of my thoughts
I was fresh up outta highschool what the f*ck did I know
Every girl that I been with suicidal as well
I start to thinkin that this place just ain't as nice as it was
Everyones got demons everyone's f*cked up
So f*ck it I had went and spend a lot of time on my own
I had to sit in the woods to heal the wounds to my soul
I'm barely hangin out with friends like back in the day
Cuz whenever kick it shit just isn't the same

Lets take a trip down memory lane
Get lost in old times remembering things
I know we probably regret some of the shit that we say
Some of things we did but they ain't never gone chang