Why? - Jump Lyrics

Alone every night
I don't feel right
I can't decide what to do
I try to describe what I'm feeling inside
But my pen goes dry, oh, I'm calling it off

Instead, I get high
Stare in the eyes of some girl from Prague
Scared and lost
Baring it all and apparently home
On the screen of my phone
No, I'm calling it off

I need a f*cking jump, man
I need something
I need a f*cking jump

I need a f*cking jump, man
I need something
I need a f*cking jump

If someone knows something then probably they're lying, yeah
Or living in a dream
I'm living in a nightmare

Could call it a day
What am I trying to say?
It's all gray in the gray, that old fog of the brain
I go soft in the paint and stay sopped in the rain
But still could swallow the bay
Oh, I'm calling it off

Back, trapped in the maze
That body ablaze
Refracted in pain
My nowness has waned
It takes valor to change
Out of a pattern of shame
Extract the air from the flame
Now I'm calling it off

I need a f*cking jump, man
I need something
I need a f*cking jump

I need a f*cking jump, man
I need something
I need a f*cking jump

If someone knows something then probably they're lying, yeah
Or living in a dream
I'm living in a nightmare