Pocuts Video (MV)

Everyday i think about my life and think
How everything re arraigned and switched
Put the nozzle to my brain and clicked
Now im feeling a bit sick
But i do this for the parents and kids
I don't do this for myself
I ain't selfish
I learned and I dealt it
Now i'm high like delta
How can i be the alpha when there is no omega
I said i'm sorry i had to beg her
But she don't listen so it's a whatever
Leave that in the past
But it still stings like a rash
Good sleep now don't seem to last
Uh, no longer the same
Plz no more pain yea
Maybe a chain and a drink
Somin that make me think
I just wanna live yea
Ion wanna stress yea
Wanna be lit yea
Pop a zanny in the crib
Like i don't wanna live
Fu feelings
That's the only reason that i live yea
If i die hopefully i die young
I dont give a fu uh
Went from dirty lust
To wrists full of cuts
Swerved death was a pocket full of luck aye
It's not too late to pour up
Never to late
Never to fake
Never too faced
Listen to my words
Don't paraphrase
Sink my goodwill to this lyrics
I try to talk but no listens
I'm special but who am i kidding
I act high up and very distant
While these kids try to diss me
But I aint acting So no disney
Try to keep my ego down
But it seems to go up
Throwing shots at the ground
But they just bounce up
Now i'm feeling down
And it just adds up
They hate on my words
And it gets on my nerves
Switching lanes like going in reverse
I live in the present but think about the past
It gets to my brain and i seem to react
Why you talkin bout pain if you never been through that n
Using music to ignore the fact
That you're heart is not intact
Lying to yourself to feel better
She only left cause you let her
Now your alone and wanna get her
But it dont feel right
Now all i do is turn up the mic
Playback the beat and listen
Constantly to yourself in repeat
Just to satisfy your needs
Why 3
Feels like everyday i'm stuck in dream
I'm caught in the scenes
Always in a look for peace
But where is peace
When you live in dark
Sometimes wanna keep going
But there is nothing to reach
I'm lost in a dream
I'm lost in the scenes
Of a movie unreleased
This life is a lease
We finna give back
But now im on the track
Spitting till the day i die
Pop a pill till the end of time
Lie to myself in daily
Livening in false hopes
Overwhelms me and i can barely cope
Why am i like this
Goes through my head
Having second thoughts like getting left on read
All these thoughts getting me fed up
Trying to find motivation to get up
Uh, no longer the same
Plz no more pain yea
Maybe a chain and a drink
Somin that make me think
I just wanna live yea
Ion wanna stress yea
Wanna be lit yea
Pop a xanny in the crib
Like i don't wanna live
Fu feelings
That's the only reason that i live yea
If i die hopefully i die young
I dont give a fu uh
Went from dirty lust
To wrists full of cuts
Swerved death was a pocket full of luck aye
Lie to myself in daily
Livening in false hopes
Overwhelms me and i can barely cope
Why am i like this
Goes through my head
Having second thoughts like getting left on read
All these thoughts getting me fed up
Trying to find motivation to get up