She told me stop the drugs and I told her I can't
I'm just having so stop the panicking
Said she's had enough, so she chose to leave me
Living in a world that's always denying
My world's full of disasters
Act like this life doesn't matter
Think about those days, even though they f*cking hurt
I don't wanna relive all those days, they're the f*cking worst
Time from time, suffer from abandonment
I'm the subject, she is the predicate
In my mind, it's like an apocalypse
Dead inside something I can resurrect
She's remorseful, I'm unforgiving
I know I have no purpose
Our love, tell me the meaning
Pure soul with way too many sins
Looking for so many ways to help me comprehend
Cancel all my sins so I can feel again
My world fell apart,
She was just a friend
But she broke my heart,
This is how it always ends
Getting tired of the love
Tired of the lust
Ive been taking too much drugs
Know my heart is giving
She told me stop the drugs and I told her I can't
I'm just having so stop the panicking
Said she's had enough, so she chose to leave me
Living in a world that's always denying
My world's full of disasters
Act like this life doesn't matter
Think about those days, even though they f*cking hurt
I don't wanna relive all those days, they're the f*cking worst
Always said I need a therapist
I know she hates when I'm like this
Bad choices, I need some management
Living wreck I had no guidance
Ooooh
I don't wanna lose my cool
Really scared that I'm a lose
Cruel
Can I change?
Made a big mistake
Living in this life, thinking life's a f*cking game
Mentally drained,
Don't feel physical pain
While I laugh in my head, I think I'm going insane
Cruel cold world living in shame,
I got memories that I can't erase
Love is going extinct,
Use my love as some bait
My lungs filling with blood, think I drowned in the lake
She told me stop the drugs and I told her I can't
I'm just having so stop the panicking
Said she's had enough, so she chose to leave me
Living in a world that's always denying
My world's full of disasters
Act like this life doesn't matter
Think about those days, even though they f*cking hurt
I don't wanna relive all those days, they're the f*cking worst