Low Again Video (MV)

I'm feeling low again
I'm on my own again
I watch them blow in the wind
I'm feeling low again
I'm on my own again
I watch them blow in the wind
Like ashes
I think something's wrong with me
I'm trapped in this madness
I thought perhaps the darkest cloud has already passed us
I've been wrong before so damn
There goes all of my answers
I thought life would be different
I guess I'm just a bastard
Low life scum
Succumb to being numb
I'm tired of always feeling dumb
Everything's always somehow my fault
I'm done
You got what you want
I'm gone
Jump straight to the gun
And run
I'm pumped
This must be what it's like to be dumped
I'm feelin' low again
I know it's all in my head
It's starting to get thin
I'm feelin' low again
This battle's too hard to win
I gotta let it go
I'm sorry
Letting go isn't easy
I know that, Don't doubt it
I had to let go of those who only looked down at me
While I was looking for who still counted
I hope I make my mom and dad proud
I'm speaking my intentions out loud
Some motivation and inspiration was found
From this album, I threw it out for the crowd
I made it for those who are stuck like me
So we can make it out
Still the outcast, No matter the clout
That's not what this is or was ever about
I'm feeling low again
I'm on my own again
I watch them blow in the wind
I'm feeling low again
I'm on my own again
I watch them blow in the wind
Like ashes
The clock is constantly tickin
What you did give and what you didn't
Weighs on your conscience, I don't expect you to get it
All I'm saying is lately it feels like the world quit spinning
When did I get myself in this position?
Personality is addiction
Sometimes I can't grip it
I can't do hard drugs, Otherwise I'll become addicted
I know myself far too well to start habits
I'll keep dippin
I have to stand for what I know is right
Being self-driven
I don't need Ritalin, Trazodone, Or any prescription
I just need this music to keep me distracted
Well written
I don't need social media making me depressed
Or television tryin' to tell me what normal is
And what isn't
Anxiety and stress makes me look sick with pale pigment
I don't speak fairy tales to get you smitten
I say what I mean when I spoke, I meant it
Don't think different cause someone else got it twisted
All this stuff is hard, But I admit it
I'm afraid because I'm hesitant
Every action has a consequence
After this album, They know what's in my head
Am I soft or currently at a dead end?
What's next for me?
It feels like I'm fallin' down the final steps
I don't want my message to be misdirect
Stay positive in full effect
It's okay to be sad and upset
This is one way I cope with society and stress
I'm truly grateful at times, I'm blessed
I hope I'm more than a guest to hip-hop
Cause I don't rest
I'm feeling low again
I'm on my own again
I watch them blow in the wind
I'm feeling low again
I'm on my own again
I watch them blow in the wind
Like ashes
What's sobriety?
I haven't been that since I was 16
What a robbery, Full honesty
I experimented with variety
As a minority, It was fun to party
And go out till I lost that part of me
Now that I'm older, I'll still drink and smoke
But got priorities
I'm not judging you to make my remedy
I can offer piece as a friend
I don't want more enemies
I rap about what I see and go through
Learn from me
Love is more than just commodities