Wicked - Relapse Lyrics

Oh no!
I done relapsed!
And I OD'd!
What's wrong with me?

I said uh oh!
I done relapsed!
There go my kneecaps!
Guess I ain't so lucky!

Oh no!
I done relapsed!
Laid out on the floor!
And I can't breathe!

I Guess it's over!
This is it for me!
So say your goodbyes!
Just know that I love you!

Somebody tell me why I'm
Doing these pills again
I don't know where to begin
To tell my story of sin
Is it the pad and the pen
That made me make the choices I did?

Maybe but then again

Was it my doctor
Cause he put me on them pills when he did?
Cause if he hadn't
I wouldn't have abused like I did
Crushing my meds taking a straw then give it a sniff
Then I open up to more drugs
Man gimme the spliff

Take a puff and then I kick back
Relax and enjoy
A six pack
Click clack crack one with the boys
Acting tough
Click clack but all I'm packing is more
Pills in my pocket
Than a burn out druggie could snort

Do them all in one night
And pass out in the floor
Wake up at 7 am still high
From the night before
My life should've ended
By the time I hit line four
But it didn't
So go figure homie gimme some more

I still owe people money
Even now when I'm clean
Never thought that this mess
Is what I'd turn out to be
Take a look at me
'Fore you try to go catching
Z's up on that Ambien
You might end up crazy as me

I seem normal out in public
But inside I'm mean and ugly

Oh no!
I done relapsed!
And I OD'd!
What's wrong with me?

I said uh oh!
I done relapsed!
There go my kneecaps!
Guess I ain't so lucky!

Oh no!
I done relapsed!
Laid out on the floor!
And I can't breathe!

I Guess it's over!
This is it for me!
So say your goodbyes!
Just know that I love you!

I don't get no sleep cause I pop pop pop pills
I don't even eat cause it comes back up ill
Sick to my stomach when I do not have enough
And I get down in a funk
I can't write cause I flub
Every line thought up in my mind
When I ain't buzzed

A two month lull
Since I cleaned up
Hush
I'm back on a rise
I relapsed but I'm done
After that OD I ain't poppin nun

Drug Aldrin
What I mean is them pills left a mark
I'll always remember 'em
Specially in the dark
Times still to come in my life
I know that times will get hard
Like wet cement when it dries
Oh my how'd I pull that card?

I guess if my life is dealing
It won't be easy will it
To tell if I'm playing blackjack
Or playing with addiction?

Get back into ya SnapBack
Turn back into Dylan
Turn back into a pill addict
Wow
Is that how I'm feeling?
Or is it

The demons in my head
Tryna get in and split it
And stimulate my brain stem
And try to get it to spinning?

My brain has been trained
To be hit with six stimulants
Six different times of day
Take em stay up till six
That's 3 six's, wait

I seem normal out in public
But inside I'm mean and ugly

Oh no!
I done relapsed!
And I OD'd!
What's wrong with me?

I said uh oh!
I done relapsed!
There go my kneecaps!
Guess I ain't so lucky!

Oh no!
I done relapsed!
Laid out on the floor!
And I can't breathe!

I Guess it's over!
This is it for me!
So say your goodbyes!
Just know that I love you!

I seem normal out in public
But inside I'm mean and ugly
When you see me
Don't approach me
Or you'll see what cutthroat
Means G

Oh no!
I done relapsed!
And I OD'd!
What's wrong with me?

I said uh oh!
I done relapsed!
There go my kneecaps!
Guess I ain't so lucky!

Oh no!
I done relapsed!
Laid out on the floor!
And I can't breathe!

I Guess it's over!
This is it for me!
So say your goodbyes!
Just know that I love you!