God Forbid Video (MV)

I'll call it what I want
There's no chance in changing all of it
Or part of it for now

I'll keep it to myself
My tongue twisted, paranoid
Small-minded self

Because we're not meant to
Make it all the way through

Now I'm alone
Maybe I tried too hard

Or maybe not enough
I should have listened to you
A spell on me
Leaving me

Because we're not meant to
Fake it til it's all true

Now I'm alone
Maybe I tried too hard
Or maybe not hard enough
What am I supposed to do
I'm sorry for being myself