I've been wasting my time
Wasting away and making up memories
I feel like a 14-hour drive
Could make me feel alive for once in my life
I've been living in a car crash
Stagnant and shattered, bloody and blind
I feel like my body is a lie
Taped and strung together, I'm 25
Can I make up for the way that I've treated you?
Lately I'm just trying to stay afloat
I can wake up for just a moment for a night out
To spend some time alone
I've been stretching at the seams
Grasping at dreams that aren't even mine
I feel like everyone else's
Hate and depression is as heavy as mine
And I could have loved you more if I had loved myself
But I'm trying
Can I make up for the way that I've treated you?
Lately I'm just trying to stay afloat
I can wake up for just a moment for a night out
To spend some time alone
Can I make up for the way that I've treated you?
Lately I'm just trying to stay afloat
I can wake up for just a moment for a night out
To spend some time alone