William_williams - Block Lyrics

I know I thought I'd moved on
But I'm still fighting my lungs
And now I feel like I'm dumb
Like all of this should be done

I'm eyeing pills in the cabinet
Fall of the void
I dangle feet off the edge
I just want to be destroyed

I'm doing all of the things
I thought I hated
I tried smoking
And I thought it overrated

I'm drinking whisky
Like I wasn't underage
And speeding twice the limit
Screaming, "why am I so afraid"

I still get nervous when you leave me on read
I try not to
Cuddling with lauren again
Because I want to

It's not healthy
But it makes me feel okay
Like the friends I have, and your friends
Make the pain go away

I guess I'm feeling better
Yeah I got it on lock
But every night I check your story
My thumb hovers on block

Because I'm just so f*cking tired
Of the feeling that I'm so left out
And so f*cking alone
Just let me block it right out