What day and time is it I cannot tell
Called 8 more times again on your cell
Love bombing me with your act it was so candied
And I thought it was real
But you summed up to be what they all said
I'm tossing all night again
With a million f*cking questions in my head
Like oh was it all just pretend?
Was it ever real with you with us
And everything we shared
The moments in your bed
Talking about the future like
You're planning to be there
Was it all pretend pre-te-e-end pretend
I promise babe you said pre-te-e-end pretend
Those winter nights I laid in your t-shirt
You teased I laughed we joked we made sense
You could have just said you were no longer happy
Or was it all a lie
Baby we made sweet love it was sacred
I'm tossing all night again
With a million f*cking questions in my head
Like oh please help me comprehend
Was it ever real with you with us
And everything we shared
The moments in your bed
Talking about the future like
You're planning to be there
Was it all pretend pre-te-e-end pretend
I promise babe you said pre-te-e-end pretend
It doesn't make any sense
You were so committed
Or was I the one blind
Was it ever real with you with us
And everything we shared
The moments in your bed
Talking about the future like
You're planning to be there
Was it all pretend pre-te-e-end pretend
I promise babe you said pre-te-e-end pretend