wilson hunter - Pain Lyrics

It's raining as i write this
Alone with my conscious
The pain isn't stopping
My mind keeps jogging
Uphill, visions fogging
No quill, writing stopping

I told them kick rocks
Instead of asking for help
In my heads thoughts
I wanna cut myself
Just let the blood flow
But you know i wouldn't
Wanna make the pain go
Gone, go to school, mask on
At a loss, outa fuel, what's it cost
Too much, don't see the point of going anymore
This is what i'm living for, only for the decor
I've been stressed, no encore just ignore
I'm an open wound
Garden not full bloom
Cry the bathroom
Open my tomb
Complicate
Everything
I want a
Wedding ring
Complicate
Everything
I want a

I know I'm home when I see ben in the alley way
Cause you envy what I wear but the soul ablaze
Change of tone could mean a lot more nowadays
Heard it twenty times but still cry anyways